I havent write for a very long time,
Excuse any grammatical errors.
In this silence I find tranquility, the space to reflect myself,
Most people dont understand sometimes people do need space,
And maybe they even love being alone,
Away from all the hatred, grudges and all the neg vibes.
Hoping they can be a better person,
For themselves.
This journey that I am aware of, is a very lonely journey,
Obviously not a bed of roses,
You wondered where your always 'existant' friends are when you needed them,
And starting to question yourself if you arent good enough.
I am tired of being the considerate one,
Expected to be perfect and nice,
When all you want to do, is to pour your heart out,
But afraid of making cuts on others hearts.
How can a person be so angry,
When all I feel now is just empty,
Looking for something to fill it,
Gracefully.
I miss the old me,
The most carefree.
The most content.
The most spirited.
The most confident.
Reconnect me with God.
Izzati Fauzi
26/10/2017
2.48am
