Lost

I havent write for a very long time,
Excuse any grammatical errors.

In this silence I find tranquility, the space to reflect myself,
Most people dont understand sometimes people do need space,
And maybe they even love being alone,
Away from all the hatred, grudges and all the neg vibes.
Hoping they can be a better person,
For themselves.


This journey that I am aware of, is a very lonely journey,
Obviously not a bed of roses,
You wondered where your always 'existant' friends are when you needed them,
And starting to question yourself if you arent good enough.


I am tired of being the considerate one,
Expected to be perfect and nice,
When all you want to do, is to pour your heart out,
But afraid of making cuts on others hearts.

How can a person be so angry,
When all I feel now is just empty,
Looking for something to fill it,
Gracefully.

I miss the old me,
The most carefree.
The most content.
The most spirited.
The most confident.


Reconnect me with God.


Izzati Fauzi
26/10/2017
2.48am

LUPA

Baru ku sedari betapa alpanya diriku ni, terlalu alpa dengan kemewahan dunia.. cinta manusia,
yang sia-sia je dan tidak membawa reda Illahi, kenapa aku mengambil masa yg panjang nak sedari?
Harini baru aku sedar betapa seorg sahabat itu memainkan peranan yg penting, yg telah ubah aku menjadi lebih baik in shaa Allah dari dulu. Kalau dulu didorong untuk bergaul secara bebas, mungkin skrg meletakkan 'boundary' bila nak bergaul. Kata seorg hamba Illahi ni, janganlah kita mendekati lelaki kecuali dgn 3 perkara iaitu, kesihatan, pendidikan dan keperluan yang muhasabah. Tetapkanlah iman di hati ini Ya Allah, permudahkanlah segalanya..Jadikanlah aku umat Rasulullah yang terbaik Ya Allah....Ingin ku bersamamu Allah Azza Wajala